Hard Times

[Guest P43]

Hi people im 16 years old. I have a question for the big boys here. Did you had hard times when you where 16 years old, because I am. I have too many crap on my head, school, learning to crack/code/keygenning, writing tutorials, graffiti, tracking, gfx'ing, finishing some websites for friends, an internet radio station. I really hate it when I go to 3 o clock in the morning to bed and stand up on 7 o clock in the morning, and to see those retarted f****rs around me in the cafetaria, to see the teachers who act like god. When I think about all those tings I have and want to reach, I get sleepless nights. I want to go to an artschool but my mom dont want me to go to an artschool. Am I the only 16 year old boy who has this problem? The most kids of my age don't do stuff like this. I'm interested in cracking, art the most kids of my age doesnt even know what demo scene is. Is this normal for some one who discovers the demo/warez scene on a young age? How old where you guys when you started with cracking and art? Some one else here who has or had the same problem?

parse43/ygs

Edited June 19, 2006 by P43

[cektop]

Hi,

I think everyone has problem at that age. It's common to all of us. Some call it puberty. As for me, I never accepted the pubery explanation because I still think that I was right all the times when I got upset. Problem is that you will have to get used to world being unfair, and not let stuff get you down.

As for age, I think most of people that crack start that at young age, while they still have a lot of free time, but there are many exceptions in age.

[AK-47]

Hi,

I am 17 years old and I have the same problem i mean it is very hard to have all stuff in mind and think of it.

Sometimes I only think about the scene and cracking and I forget that I have to do other things in my life.

It is that u can't get enough time contributing to the scene and that is because of some things that upset me

like ex. my mum shouting at me for sitting on the computer 10 hours and u loose time from this u get angry

and can't think of cracking...

and i think that they are people in your age interested in cracking

for example I have one friend in my neibourhood that is also interested in cracking and stuff like this.

it is surely hard time

[Guest P43]

Hi,

I am 17 years old and I have the same problem i mean it is very hard to have all stuff in mind and think of it.

Sometimes I only think about the scene and cracking and I forget that I have to do other things in my life.

It is that u can't get enough time contributing to the scene and that is because of some things that upset me

like ex. my mum shouting at me for sitting on the computer 10 hours and u loose time from this u get angry

and can't think of cracking...

and i think that they are people in your age interested in cracking

for example I have one friend in my neibourhood that is also interested in cracking and stuff like this.

it is surely hard time

I have the same prob with my mom.

Edited June 20, 2006 by P43

[zako]

Take it from someone that learned the hard way, your Mom's if you understand it or not are doing what is in your best interest and they are right. Quite a long time ago I went down the same road spending every waking hour sitting in front of a computer to the exclusion of everything else and more importantly to the detriment of my health. There's a hell of a lot more to life than this stuff, see if for what is, a game/hobby, its not going to make you rich and/or famous and even if it could would be no use to you if you were in no fit state to enjoy it, oh and nobody in the "scene" will remember you two weeks later.

my $0.02

[PakMan]

P43 and AK-74, don't worry guys, this kind of "problems" comes with life itself, it's just the way it is; and don't think it has only to do with your age; I'm rather older than you guys and I have problems too, they assume different shapes but, all in all they are same old problems; what you have to do is to find out what your priorities in life are and stick with our life plan; doing what ever you have to do to accomplish your dreams, even if it meens having to hear what your parents have to say even when you don't agree at all, because our parents know what they are talknig about; you know, the books we are reading were wrote by our parents, they know better dudes! That's a fact; accept it as it is and learn from it; accept it as it is and you will not get angry from that anymore, instead you'll get wiser.

P43, have you ever asked your mom why she doesn't want you to go to an artschool? Ask about her reasons and then it's up to you to show how much she's wrong but, don't do it by shouting with her or with angry; do it by showing real FACTS and how much you LOVE her!

PakMan

[Guest G0TCHA]

I'm now 19. But since i was 12, i already was trying to "hack" under the newest OS of M$. Windows 98 at that time. By some time (almost a year) I've started learning ASM!! I thought it was easy! Later I gave up. and started C/C++. by 14 i was already programming in C/C++, Java, and Python. In my 15 years, I had so much trouble till a such rate i had to leave my parents and leave with my Grandparents! It was Peace. My GrandMa never drove me crazy! She just served me the best way. I gave all my time to Hacking and I still. 2 years later I finished highschool and went to University as a very excellent student (modestly). this year i've finished my first year with excellent marks. Few months ago, I've discovered "SND" the best cracking team in the scene in my viewpoint! I'm not trying to become a cracker. NO WAY! I'm A hacker (i'm active in 3 Hacking groups and i adm 2 very known hacking forums). I'm just here to watch crackers doing their part of the underground IT! (By the way, I'm a blackhat hacker:D) But i also like playing with PS.

Anyway: This is just my life! and circumstances are different from the others'. But my advice is always in my signature!! just read it!

You've got a Goal, nothing should stop you from reaching it! Except Death!

Good luck evrybody!

[Guest mcp2]

Just take out the anger in a fight or something.

Really, P43 I'm 14 and I'm going to give you good advise. Don't try to do too much for everyone, I say drop the Internet Radio Station, drop the graffitiying it's dangerous (got chased by a police man). Take it all at one step at a time, dumbest thing I ever did was trying to run up a walland trying to learn VB and C at the same time. Latest you should be in bed is 12pm! Stop the tracking, tutorials. IMHO yes it is normal for children/men our age to start to crack and code and gfx when introduced into these "underground" things but we then learn the perils and some leave, some stay loyal to the scene. It's life.

[Blah]

Dont forget about girls young-ins...

just a reminder...

good luck and stay cool...

peace

B

[GEEK]

I guess this is what almost all crackers have to go thru and the fact is tht u got to move on in life which is the reason why most crackers retire from the scene. i myself have been thru this stage....sleeping at 6 when parents get up or sometimes not sleeping for 2 days...being infront of the computer cracking/coding for 15 hours....but later u realise that its not correct even though u feel good abt it....Health is definately a big problem is u keep up after 1am. u dont find time to do anything else which gradually creates a mountain of real life problems....u cant make an excuse to ur teacher tht u were cracking all day (They wont understand **** abt cracking ) . Finally u have to fall back to the path ur parents have set and thts correct.

Believe me dude dont waste so much time. this doesnt mean u have to stop cracking and stuff spend couple of hours thats it.....try to do it its tough coz u get ADDICTED. before its too late u should realise tht its runing ur life big time.

there are just some of my thoughts.

GEEK.

[Guest P43]

Just take out the anger in a fight or something.

Really, P43 I'm 14 and I'm going to give you good advise. Don't try to do too much for everyone, I say drop the Internet Radio Station, drop the graffitiying it's dangerous (got chased by a police man). Take it all at one step at a time, dumbest thing I ever did was trying to run up a walland trying to learn VB and C at the same time. Latest you should be in bed is 12pm! Stop the tracking, tutorials. IMHO yes it is normal for children/men our age to start to crack and code and gfx when introduced into these "underground" things but we then learn the perils and some leave, some stay loyal to the scene. It's life.

I can't stop with those tings, I know it sounds weird but I will reach my goals. I can't give up, if I give up I feel defeated. I just need time for everyting.

@ G0TCHA

Yeah I know, grandparents rulez! I loved mines more then my parents.

parse43

Edited June 20, 2006 by P43

[Guest G0TCHA]

You should never give up when you've planned well, and have went far from the start point! Cause if you do so, you're a dead man. (or a dead woman, nevermind).

But sometimes, you'd better give up somethings and sacrifice them in order to realize Your most deamed of goal! It is inevitable! Just make sure you doing the right thing, make sure that goal deserves all the sacrifice it'd force, make sure you're awake, not asleep, make sure you're not dreaming in colors, cause most teens dream in colors (i'm still a teen, but not that kinda teens). When you make sure of all this, give up the small things, reorganize your space and: OBSERVE, EXPLORE, MEDITATE, VISUALIZE, STRIVE, ACQUIRE, FOCUS and BALANCE.

You gotta always find your way, if not, make one yourself!

[Guest P43]

I will reach all my goals. Thank you guys for repling on my topic.